hey...nothing to do then write this...haxi sian day by day....ya Hwee ting birthday is coming....haha i still remember her birthday...like 31 DEC....wat i should do ar...really don know..go find her...i don dare because i don dare to face her...how is she now...thinking of her now...haxi...she know i still at his back...to watch her and protect her.. really i swear if his stead treat her not good i will sure go find him....i think they are more pei then me and her....his stead can treat her well as me...Me can hurt her and give her worry...never mind la i can take down the pain...because of her...i take down the pain already 1 year le la...so i can...i very time at night cant sleep is because of her....close my eyes i will saw her....it all my fault...sorry...some one like me but i reject....because i don wan to forget her...she is my WaWa(bao bei)...noboby can take her place and noboby can replace her and i don wan oso...actually in life i am happy and like to play around like a kid but my heart is really pain until....from tat day i leave her...haha....
