i wan to ask hwee ting"why u so fast find a stead le....how about me u forget me le ar.....chee bye i wan to hate u or still love u?????i really don know...i know u can not forgive me wat i do...but why???i really wan to know...wat i can do to change back u....i already tired le....i just wan a call or msg....just one time only....u know how pain is i now....i go everywhere i oso can think of u....ya i admit tat i treat u like tat....is i wan de meh...i don wan...u know one thing i now oso can because of u i today at mrt cry le....why???tell me why can.???i hate myself why i wan to do tat to u....u know why the resone tat i leave u...i really love u until i don know how to protect u....they are find me but i have only one way to protect u is to leave u....i don know...i regret tat i do all this and now i have a lesson....really hurt me....i now oso change le...i don wan to find problem if i find problem i will think of u....so i don wan i have a big big lesson le...really hurt me until....i feel like killing myself...why i don know how to think....sorry...i know tat say sorry is nothing i really...can not take it aany more le...why my life is like tat...i don wan i just wan to be together with u...i don one everything...why u don scold me u telll me...u scold me i will feel better....why god is like tat not fair to me...i already change le....i stiill alone...i only can find u in the pain...in the dream.....why...i don wan...i wan u to stay with me pls...i know i say all this is too late le...but wat can i do....u tell me to change back u....i saw u i oso can not say don leave me because i know u have a good stead le....i wish tat all ur pain in ur life...i will help me to suffer tat..then u can be happy forever....this is only i can do....i really wish tat u will be happy forever....i don wan u to be not happy...u don be so childish le must grow up.....u can not wreak ur stead like with me and don scold ur stead....and do any thing must think then do...i know ur type u do any thing u wont think...do le then say don be like tat le...i not be urside to help u to clear up all this....remember must grow up....i will use my life to exchange ur happy oso can...pls don do anything stupid....u don remember me never mind...but u can stay with me in my heart can le...u oso must treat ur stead good don treat him like never mind....he will any how think de...i can tan han u...but ur stead maybe can not...must think of ur stead watever u do...."I CAN TAKE DOWN ALL UR PAIN...I OSO CAN EXCHAGE UR SAD...EVERYTHING OSO BUT I ONLY WAN U TO BE HAPPY....i know suffer but i belivf on god i exchange tat i wont regret....i already lose everything le...i going to move house le...and i going be sad forever and have alot of pain from tat day i swear to god exchange all the pain from u...and i swear that u have no pain forever i wiill help u to suffer...i will take down all the pain...it painful but i take it...now my life left pain and sad day...from tat day i swear to god...i have exchange ttat le...so u must happy...u can hate me forever i wont say anything...sometime i feel like killing myself the pain make me very sad...and cry...i will try to be strong i promise myself i will be strong...i doing is to help u oso...i can not die if i die i ccan not help u le...painfull life i going...
